The Feeling is sinking in...

Can't stare at the truth,
it's blinding...
The pain is too excruciating....
gagged,


an eerie silence creeps over me



I've taken blows lying down,
hardened from the core...
lying on a bed of nails,
sober,


the poison turns my body blue


why I get stuck in a deadlock??
troubles always choose me...
my soul is ripped apart...
bedazzled,


I watch in awe my own reincarnation



truth chased me till i fell...
a little overdose ..
and i was strangled
numb,


I wait for the backlash....