Friday, January 22, 2010

I'mmortal


Death, I do not fear thee...
For my life is in thy hands,
As it hath always been...

No more...
Who perpetrated this so-called comedy??
Thy emptiness is "paradise enow"...

Death ... Speaketh...
thy thunderous voice is a song to my ears...

Perish into oblivion...
Memoirs will live forever..

A walk on the Mobius strip...
Immortality.. I wait..

Monday, April 20, 2009

Afreen


"I wish quivering lips go easy, the intoxication is bewitching..
One bewitched veil, slowly tells us of the break of dawn with a smiling face"

Oh..

How the dimples flank her....
My eyes watch in awe the sights...
My fight..My first flight...
Eyes are dreams..passion in existence...
And the sky converge in those eyes...


Mon amour...
speak of love,speak slow
speak of love,speak low.....

In this scheming crowd wish your hand is always in mine
And lost in the obscurity of your lips...

Oh...

I listen to the silent eloqunce of the kiss...
The kiss...
Brushed past a decade..an age..
Of the melting snow..
Or the rising sun
From the tranquil wave of emotions...


I am tearing myself apart again...


Mon amour...
speak of love,speak slow
speak of love,speak low....


In this feared necropolis...
The greyish emotions..
Pitch black lies....
white fangs...


A little lost soul...
seeking solace...empathy...
never craved for crimson petals...
or the white rose...
velvet cedars...


When I am walking the luminated dungeon...
I'm following your afterglow...


My name is love..
I'm Eros..

Friday, January 2, 2009

When I take a look around....


Sitting all alone on my doorstep,
Chatting away with dejection....
As confidence tumbled down the dungeons...
I headed for deeper resentment...


All of a sudden..


Felt a hand on my shoulder blade..
Not a hand...a resolute grip...
I shuddered..but the grip only tightened with time..
paid no heed to the immobilizing pain..
tried to fight with petty indifference...
But..of no avail....


The moment came...


of looking back..
to see the reason that my mind is tired of a thousand screams..

and

to my utter joy...Disbelief...astonishment...
and shock...

It was "time" standing with a smile...


A sheepish smile...
which soon turned menacing
as he introduced me to his son...

memory

The hand that was thrust towards me...
Fragile fingers.....and throbbing blue veins...


Was it a friendly gesture...
Or a deathly approach???


I know not...


Anger lashed out at him...
He was unscathed


Last bout of consciousness I remember...
That sprinkled hope on me...
A blemish...


or

The aura of dull,faded red...
setting the sky ablaze..
Never ever...
I gazed and contemplated..


but in the reflection of the scheming redness in my eyes...

I found silence encrypted in time....

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Random,Nonsensical...Messy



Heaven and hell.....I've seen it all
disguised in brutality,
rhetoric in essence....metaphysical.
waking up from slumber and...creativity.

quiscently...I watched them in awe...
recidivism bound me tight..
No one would believe what I saw...
My apperception is always right.

acquisce...it was never my type..
being cognitive is what I strive..
but volitional acts..and the surrounding hype..
Repudiate love...and NO..you can't thrive.

happiness is just a state of being..
amour-propre....pretending and realising
life and death..and what comes in between..
happiness and me...just more than a fling...

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

All that I have said.....or haven't...


I loiter in the dimly lit alleys of my heart,
loved a nascent feeling..
As the naked emotions dance round me...
I retreat to a corner.

The dark corner where I came from...
when silence drowns everything..
darkness shields all...
I would like to repay my dues.

But who is going to ask for it???

Beatified by resentment...
my eternal search for complexity
I regulate my existence
as impatience binds me in a cage...

I await for a miracle...
holding my breath..teeth clenched...
And I pay the price...
And I know I have to do so

I will keep on repaying as nothing's fair...

Sunday, October 12, 2008

The Feeling is sinking in...


Can't stare at the truth,
it's blinding...
The pain is too excruciating....
gagged,


an eerie silence creeps over me



I've taken blows lying down,
hardened from the core...
lying on a bed of nails,
sober,


the poison turns my body blue


why I get stuck in a deadlock??
troubles always choose me...
my soul is ripped apart...
bedazzled,


I watch in awe my own reincarnation



truth chased me till i fell...
a little overdose ..
and i was strangled
numb,


I wait for the backlash....

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Mere Confession...


stranded in the middle of the road is my conscience....
umpteen number of roads have crossed....
and i remain the one confused...


meddling with the vibrations...
in tune with the sound of delusion...
its shattered into smithereens...


time is my slippery friend...
when he waits for his due...
I hang my head...i am empty inside....


found joy in strangest places...
got close to life...
when you are close to my shadow....


i am close to light....